I am sure you won't be alone.  Good luck.

tammyw.   Being nervous is understandable.  This is no small time surgery.  For what it's worth, I had my BCIR on Feb 2 and now 12 weeks post-op, there is absolutely no doubt in my mind that it was the right thing to do.   I've got my life back, and best of all I'm in control!   In fact I was in control as soon as I started intubating on my own.  No more searching out every rest room, cancelling outings, making excuses for absences, etc.  I had UC until 1995 when I had J-Pouch surgery.  It lasted 10 years, and the last 5 years have been pure misery (especially the last 12 months).   You're going to get "gold-standard" care at Palms; they'll be certain you're prepared for all the "what ifs" before you're discharged; and once you're back home, they'll provide constant monitoring and advice to get you through any bumps in the road.  I've got a mild case of pouchitis which Susan Kay is always advising me about.  Glad to answer any questions you might have.  Call if you wish - 215-880-2065.   Best wishes.